I don’t regret ever deleting my old blogs from back in the day…like xanga and even Myspace but sometimes I am curious to see if I have changed at all since I was just a high schooler. My friends that know me best know that my sometimes rude and mostly flagrant mouth is really apart of me but it is also an attempt to distract from a sensitive side. I don’t believe I’ve really opened up to any of my friends here in Virginia with the exception of a few. I know I trust a lot of them yet I feel like I can’t really let my guard down for anyone- for anyone but her. Maybe I am still pretty naive about a lot things when it comes to a relationship but I believe that one can never really know everything about a relationship. That is, if the relationship is right for you and is really worth it- that a relationship is a continuous lesson about love, patience, understanding, communication, and sacrifice and it isn’t a lesson that ever ends until the day you two decide to part ways or until God decides that it is your or their time to leave this Earth. A relationship is always going to be challenging and it will always feel difficult and tiresome if you try to take on the challenges by yourself but it will be easier if you and your significant other tackle them together. Every other night she does ask me why I feel the way I do about her and usually I’m taken aback and usually it is hard to respond, it isn’t because I don’t know why but because it really is difficult to explain something as vast as your feelings for someone that you love. I know its lame…but it is true. Scientist will explain that what you feel when you see someone you love is just a bunch of chemical reactions and your hormones raging and I’m not saying that they’re wrong but simply saying that there is something more to it than that. She isn’t perfect- she certainly has her flaws but I love those flaws…she may frustrate me like no one could possibly frustrate me but even after she upsets me or annoys me…I still find myself drawn to her, wanting to talk to her and hear her voice again, to see a look in her eyes that explains everything that words can’t and then I find myself reciprocating that same look. Its cheesy I know…but its the truth. I don’t believe I could ever explain why I would/still continue to fight for her over and over again, but maybe that is a small part of what love is…knowing that life without that person just isn’t a vibrant as it suppose to be, so you fight for that person until your lesson is completed-until the end.
Basically me driving
Is this a Jack Links Beef Jerky commercial, except with a car this time?don’t answer i’m joking of course.
It’s really an advertisement for a tampon commercial. Just so they can tell us how strong and absorbent they are. Extra leakage protection.
Was that too far??
(Source: ForGIFs.com)
Gosh…Bon Iver’s cover…so fckn good.
Just saw this. Not only was Up really good but this is Star Wars inspired…I love the artist who painted this…you’re awesome.
Sometimes I worry about how lazy I am…but then again, I’m too lazy to do anything about it.
Anything
for Family…
Seriously never thought that I would believe that it was something that the phrase, “Easier said than done” would apply to. But then again, after everything my parents have sacrificed for me…well, at least my Dad has sacrificed for me…its my turn to sacrifice.
